first of all, thanks for all your nice comments on my last journal
Mom is finally home today
she still has to do more tests on her heart because her heartbeat is anything but regular,
so it needs further investigation
but she could come home luckily
the past 3 days were hard but we got through

tomorrow she has to go under a scanner for 3 hours to investigate her heart further
she's a risk patient now but will be monitored further

her room mate was an older woman who has terminal skin cancer
she was very nice to my mom and they talked a lot
she always laughed a lot, also when her folks came along
she's such a charismatic person, who has accepted that she will die and make the best of the time that's left
in those short 3 days I have felt such profound respect for this person
she was so enthusiastic about my crafts I was making as well
I couldn't express my gratitude, super shy as I am
so mom will take a plushie I made for her with her to give it to her tomorrow, a blue faun
tomorrow that woman will get a test which might depict how much time is left for her
I'm really crying when I'm typing this up
I feel so much love for this brave woman
we can all learn something from her I think
she was so nice to us and my mom, she deserves so much more ;;
I hope she gets another year, so she can spend more time with her family
she said she wanted to go walk with her husband and enjoy the coming nice weather as much as she can ;;

as for me, I went to the specialist today and we talked a lot about my current problem, filled in some forms
I also got an echo of my thyroid gland
nothing alarming yet luckily
I have to do more tests next week, to see if it has something to do with my sugar or my hormones or my thyroid gland
so we'll see what causes my tiredness

I can rest a bit now, it's been very tiring those last few days
I went back to school this afternoon and I don't understand sh*t of what we're doing right now in Flash ;;
I'll buy a book about it and selfstudy I guess.... look up some tutorials
how can you be so behind from just a few missed hours...
he also gives his lessons too quick and treats it as 'easy', so I guess it's just hard to follow
Flash is not easy :c

just one more month and school is over ah it feels so long yet ><
how's school going for you guys?